Thursday, April 29, 2004

Shut Up About The Dildo Up The Ass Already Day!

His ejaculate flew clean off the bed and landed in one oblong puddle on the carpet without cutting free a single stray droplet. Perfect.

"My God that was perfect."

"Mmm. Let's go to sleep."

Just perfect. Just such an authority contained in the strength of your bicep. With every thrust and every tug it felt like you were changing the very course of the blood in his veins. Absolute surrender to you, his wife. His lover.

"My God I love you so much right now. I want you so much right now."

"I love you. But I'm spent. Just go to sleep okay baby?"

In your mind you replay his frame rocking fore and aft on all fours again and again. His howls shook the room, scrambled down the hall and woke the baby. He was a beast tamed by the pleasure you gave to him. Every muscle in his body was clenched tight for attack. He was pure primal exertion of strength, awaiting the next command from the electronic device held tight in your fist.

"Are you embarrassed about it?"

"No."

"Can you tell me about it? How it felt? While I..."

"For God's sake. The baby."

He's in the crib by the bed. You went and got him to stop his crying when the two of you were finished. The baby is calm, but awake and occasionally cooing.

You think it's just an excuse. You think that your husband is ashamed that he got such pleasure from receiving a dildo in his ass. That he won't give you what you crave to spite himself. But you're cranky because you're going to bed dissatisfied. With a cooler head you'd know that your husband relishes his surrender to you. He has no problem with you shoving a dildo in his ass. And he has no problem talking about you shoving a dildo in his ass. He just doesn't want to talk about it in front of his six month old son.

Happy Shut Up About The Dildo Up The Ass Already Day!