Do You Like Your Medicine? Day!
If your medicine is keeping you from, as you call it, "Living a scowl," then it might be worth the 30 pounds you've put on. But if your medicine is still leaving you feeling, as you described it, "Dusty. Here. In my sternum." then we can try to find you some different medicine. 30 pounds is a lot.
Happy Do You Like Your Medicine? Day!